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Thursday, April 30, 2009 @ 7:47 PM

i cant help but laugh my heart out today.
Yurda was teaching us the peel banana dance today
and all of us were were roaring with laughter.
i got addicted to the dance now,all because of yurda

i passed my Chinese test!miracle!i cant believe
i pass both my Chinese tests this year when i actually
failed both my Chinese tests last year.I WAS SO DELIGHTED.
From 17marks ,i got 20 marks out of 30 marls.its bad larh but to me,
i improved a lot.thanks to ziqi who help me achieve 3 more marks.i wasn't
paying attention to what mdm goh was saying about double checking that
particular section as she may have marked wrongly.When 3 or 4 people
were going to mdm goh to add marks.I was like 'I'm so dead...everybody
is getting extremely high marks other than my pathetic 17 marks.
When i was sulking away thinking when will i ever achieve at least a B3 for Chinese,
out of a sudden, ziqi was like,'Esther,Esther!Go tell mdm goh you can get 20!'
i was like really really,why why?When mdm goh changed my marks to 20,
i was like 20!20!I DID IT!B3B3B3!But,on seconds thoughts,my marks are
nothing worth to be proud of.ziqi got 27 out of 30.the highest in
class.My smart new table partner.

When i went for ILEAD meeting,i feel so extra because when miss Liza asked us to
write our positions and names down,everybody but me were like PC or class com.
I was the only AV rep,not a class com or whatever.i felt so loser but pearlyn
comforted me and said 'who cares?at least you bother to take over wenqi
(my class monitress)and attend meetings with me when you actually don't need to.
You think there will be discrimination uh,like pelly D?

being sad doesn't change anything,
being angry doesn't help at all
being discouraged doesn't improve things
so why not SMILE and tell yourself
YOU CAN do it.YOU WILL do it.YOU MUST do it.

There is no use crying over split milk.
If you make any mistakes,
learn and improve from them.
For any mistakes are a learning point.

Every failure is a step closer to success,
Tell yourself you will improve and improve.
For the moment you tell yourself you cannot do it,
You are already a failure.

Nobody is perfect,
even the most perfect person you can think of
will make mistakes in their life.
As we are not God.