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Wednesday, April 29, 2009 @ 10:01 PM
=(
i know i ought to be happy,happy because of...
But,i dunno why,i just feel sad,depressed,i dunno how to describe
but i know its not a happy or whatever.
however,after parade,all of us were grinning ear to ear. We have improved,
our bangings,our drills. However,there is still always room for improvement.
i guess i still cant adapt to parade without them.
i was feeling so emotional when jasmine asked me to save
my tears for POP.when have i become so emotional?
i felt so terrible during interaction that i just want to stone
and sulk throughout.But,its very unlike me uh and i do not wish
to show my sad face in front of everyone.why aren't i feeling any better.
TERRIBLE )=
But i guess i will get use to this types of parades.I WILL,I MUST,I CAN
move on,move on.
okay,sorry,i do not want to bottle up my feelings and get dunno what disease
in future,its bad you know.
OKAY,I WILL GET OVER IT.yes i can!whatever it is,i still got my platoonmates
whom i can cry with,whom i can share my problems with.why am i getting so emotional?
its so unlike me. )= i shouldn't be here...common tests,i hate them )=
I CAN DO IT!this was what i told myself through the parade although
my standard during the start of parade was sucky.But,I'm glad we improve
as a platoon.i am very satisfied with our performance.
whatever the mind of a man
can conceive
and believe
it can be acheive
just tell yourself you can do it,and believe me,you will.
PS: everything is back to normal =(