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Friday, May 15, 2009 @ 6:29 PM

Chinese lessons are super boring.Every lessons, i will be holding my pen,pretending to
be reading my Chinese textbook but of course I'm not.I'm actually sleeping...
Chinese lessons are very slack, mdm goh is nice, she doesn't scold us when we talk
to our table partners.

today after sch with platoon mates was fun.Playing in the rain with Dee and Jas.
I'm having headache now though.

Sometimes i think i do not understand my platoon. Some of them just refuse to tell
everything.They only tell those whom they are close too. Is this even counted a platoon,
platoon mates?Aren't any single one of your platoon mates your platoon mates? Why cant
some people just do that. Instead whatever happened, they just approach that same
person and then best,ignore the rest. Its not a good feeling being keep in the dark,
nobody wanting to tell you anything instead just keeping their mouth shut and smile
smile. Whoever that person is,she is still your platoon mate, show her some respect,
there aren't suppose to have any secrets in the platoon in the first place. But nevertheless
there will always be secrets in platoon. But it seems that, people are just getting more and
more secretive, reluctant to share anything, everything. But anyway,if they do not want to
say, so be it.I respect their privacy or whatsoever.Anyway, i am not the only one who feels
this way. But your actions have already hurt one of your platoonmates. (not me)

However,I'm just so pleased with most of them. Lovable,willing to help, no secrets,
no signs of fakeness,Nothing. They are just so innocent,normal and simple. I love you all.
However,no matter what, nobody is perfect. Even i am selfish at times.
To err is human. There will be solutions to all problems. we will overcome all obstacles
and become stronger and closer. i love bravo 09, we rock!

All i can do is to pray, to bond the platoon more, improve the platoon. And to tell all of us
and myself, we can do it, we will.

will we fall after they are gone?